It's Sunday... I woke up feeling a little groggy today (what a surprise!!) However, in the last few days I have ran twice... well, really I ran once for 30 min and the other I ran just a small amount to support my friend J.Byrge in his running dreams. I have to say it felt good, not physically but mentally to get out there again. Jim is doing a 5K in March as his goal... I'm 'attempting' to make it mine too just to have some reason to get on the treadmill or run out the door. I hope it works.
Last night I went with my girlfriend to her friend's house for a party. I told myself I was only going to drink a couple beers and try to keep the consumption down for food. My weight is so out of control that I'm in constant discomfort. I'm pushing 250 now... I haven't been there for a few years, so it's definitely time to start shaving it off. I've even thought about going down and retrieving my treadmill from my parents so that I can be sure to have a way to run no matter what. I think that will help... I just have to make sure I dont' run 'too' much as I usually get injured and back where I started.
This morning I'm up and dressed waiting on Cathy to go to church. We recently had a philisophical discussion about church and God. I'm not sure if I'm a non-believer or if I just like taking sides for the sake of argument. That being said, I always seem to be on the side of not believing or seriously questioning it. In times of sickness or what I perceive to be a life-threatening event I always call out to God. I think that's kind of irresponsible on my part. I mean, how selfish am I? I'm not sure what to really do with that part of my life... I've been burned so many times, even if I burned myself.
Well.. Cathy's waiting for me so I guess I should go now. Off to start another day...
Work starts tomorrow again even if it's a short week... I wish I felt motivated for anything these days.
Later.
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