So... I tried not logging into any games or entertainment on the computer last night in an attempt to see if I'd go to bed earlier. No dice... I picked up the guitar and starting plucking around on it. Before I knew it, it was midnight... I just don't like to go to bed. I'm not sure the psychological reasons behind it, but they exist never the less.
Work is stressful... I feel I'm doing more than I'm capable of. I'm told this is "growing"... but it feels like dying.
I have started to run... ran a few times now, albeit slow and pathetic. But at least I'm out there trying. A friend of mine is trying to lose weight and asked me to run with him. So... I figure it's a good opportunity to try *again*, to try and lose weight and get some part of my life back. We'll see how it goes this time.
I'm at work now... not even wanting to look at what I have to do. :(
Oh well... until next time.
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